i woke up three hours later. drugged up and tired. josh was gone. a single lamp was gleaming across the room and a fan was whirring next to it ( Read more... )

i wish it could be simple. simplicity in the...simplest of forms! before i was happy...and now theyre both hurt, i guess mr farro's a tad more phsyicly hurt, but what does it matter! ive lost them, and it was my own stupid fault! i didnt see the OTHER josh there. i just, overlooked it i guess. what the heck was i thinking ( Read more... )

"bit of blue...im sick of red!" i joked as i rambled onto my stylist. everything became backgroud noise as i went into 'my' world again...hayley world. i was aware that my hair was changing colour...but i showed no sign of caring...i was also aware that i was talking a load of bullshit to my stylist...but i have NO idea what. in my world i am ( Read more... )